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Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 8:22 PM
in the morning alrd i cried ! my sis let me see what my dad sent to her as msg !
ysterday we slept late very late coz the two of us using lappy . mom n dad came out to us stop bt den we didnt n dad come out for the second tyme n said we care for our friends more den family !
i was covering my face with a pillow !
i didnt use lappy alrd bt my second sis still using n on the phone with her frend summore !
aftr tht my dad go out of the house ! :'(
my dad sent my sis this ! :
1st msg
to my dear shifaa i will like to thank you n shinaz for making me loss my sleep n my appetite thinking n worrying for u two that is why i leave the house in the early hours just to find a answer why u two always go against me n mummy i dont know what went wrong with you two by right i was supposed to be resting this hour
2nd msg
i already have a slight chest pain for worrying too much on you two if i will to die in the car while resting or die in a road accident then i will only thanks you two for this im sorry for not being a good father for not sending you all to a proper religious studies because i cannot afford to pay the money i cant even afford to see a doctor or pay for the medicine for my chest pain because i have to support the family n your study but u two are repaying me by becoming a wild child .
3rd msg
and for that i cant forgive my self for bringing you two to this world cause you two choose to be a stubborn child im not a happy men now n age is catching me up i can only pray my family n children will live n die as a good muslim pls pass this msg to shinaz im not well now i need a rest so i hope you will listen to mummy for your own good for your future pls dont hurt her feelings you hurts me now if u think your friends are more important then your family then u can leave us for good but dont hurt my feelings towards u .
2nd msg made me cry so muchhh !
i cnt tahan alrd la ! have been crying frm just now .
i love you baba ! i promise i will study very well n make u n mummy proud of me !
im sorry for what ive done to u lately ! i love you ! don u dare talk about death !
i will be incomplete without u baba !
it will be like a knife cut when u be out of my life baba !
i really love youu ! baba ! im sorry ! :'(